livingmyths: (Beautiful pensive side)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2008-12-04 12:11 am

042: Wishlist

[Not exactly intended for anything more than her private journal, but somehow out on the Network.]

What would I like... oh, lots of things.

Things you can't actually get like nobody hungry anymore or hurt or with no safe place to go. Or like taking away Mat's hurt or Tony's worries or making sure everyone's happy and not sad anymore.

Things that are silly like seeing a double rainbow or finding a real four-leaf clover or having one of the deer come up and eat out of my hands. Or finding out I'm magic.

Easy things like curling up in my bed and being warm and having enough food and watching the stars through the roof. Or listening to music or dancing.

Selfish things like wanting to have more of the good sex thing. Mat kind of said there was more than what we did and since what we did was so good I want to try more and more. I wonder if it's the same good thing with other people or only with him and I wonder if I'd be brave enough to try and find out. Or having Iron Man - no, I can't even say it here.

And impossible things. Like getting Bunny back even though I know he's gone for good gone. Or having my dad love me. Or at least not hate me.

Or having my mom not die. Having the bad man not come or her escape or me find a way to stop him.

Those are the things I'd like.

But I'll be happy with my wonderful house and having people who care about me. That's more than I've ever had and it would be selfish to want more than that.

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
Good sex thing?

If you phrase it like that, you're too young for it.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
I've been having to do the bad kind for almost 10 years now.

And how did you -

Oh no...

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
We all do shit we don't want to.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. So, now that I know it's not all just kind of bad and unpleasant...

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Mat's your boyfriend.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
He's... no, I...

Why would you say that?

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
So you're having the good kind of sex with who?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
I had it once with Mat.

He's very good to me.

But I never actually meant for any of that to be seen by, well, anyone.

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Then you should lock it.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Happy holidays, Rain!

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
I've been trying since you first showed up and it won't. I can't make it.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Tony!

Don't read!

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
I'd help you, but I'm not good at these things.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
Read what? Your journal says, "What would I like... oh, lots of things."

But you never say what things.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
That's okay.

I suppose I should introduce myself. Hi. I'm Rain.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
Oh good.

How are you?

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Derek.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Hi Derek.

I'm sorry you have to meet me like this.

[identity profile] sent-back.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
Don't worry about it.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
The whole thing is -

Never mind.

So, what do you do when you're not reading crazy girls' accidental postings?

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
I'm very busy, but very good. Thanks for asking. How about you?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
I'm good.

Embarrassed 'cause some people read things I didn't think they could, but good.

OOC

[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
ooc: I'll have Mat reply when he wakes up tomorrow but I just wanted you to know that he's totally going to find a stuffed bunny similar to the one she lost to get her for Christmas.

Re: OOC

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-12-04 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
Aw.... So sweet. ;)

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