If that is what you call it. Your bed is your husband's alone; no other man may enter it. And I certainly understand now why you believe no man would want to marry you. No man of worth would want to marry a tainted woman.
He is using you. You would be best to end the relationship quickly and entirely, before he can tarnish you further.
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He is using you. You would be best to end the relationship quickly and entirely, before he can tarnish you further.