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livingmyths) wrote2008-12-04 12:11 am
livingmyths) wrote2008-12-04 12:11 am
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042: Wishlist
[Not exactly intended for anything more than her private journal, but somehow out on the Network.]
What would I like... oh, lots of things.
Things you can't actually get like nobody hungry anymore or hurt or with no safe place to go. Or like taking away Mat's hurt or Tony's worries or making sure everyone's happy and not sad anymore.
Things that are silly like seeing a double rainbow or finding a real four-leaf clover or having one of the deer come up and eat out of my hands. Or finding out I'm magic.
Easy things like curling up in my bed and being warm and having enough food and watching the stars through the roof. Or listening to music or dancing.
Selfish things like wanting to have more of the good sex thing. Mat kind of said there was more than what we did and since what we did was so good I want to try more and more. I wonder if it's the same good thing with other people or only with him and I wonder if I'd be brave enough to try and find out. Or having Iron Man - no, I can't even say it here.
And impossible things. Like getting Bunny back even though I know he's gone for good gone. Or having my dad love me. Or at least not hate me.
Or having my mom not die. Having the bad man not come or her escape or me find a way to stop him.
Those are the things I'd like.
But I'll be happy with my wonderful house and having people who care about me. That's more than I've ever had and it would be selfish to want more than that.
What would I like... oh, lots of things.
Things you can't actually get like nobody hungry anymore or hurt or with no safe place to go. Or like taking away Mat's hurt or Tony's worries or making sure everyone's happy and not sad anymore.
Things that are silly like seeing a double rainbow or finding a real four-leaf clover or having one of the deer come up and eat out of my hands. Or finding out I'm magic.
Easy things like curling up in my bed and being warm and having enough food and watching the stars through the roof. Or listening to music or dancing.
Selfish things like wanting to have more of the good sex thing. Mat kind of said there was more than what we did and since what we did was so good I want to try more and more. I wonder if it's the same good thing with other people or only with him and I wonder if I'd be brave enough to try and find out. Or having Iron Man - no, I can't even say it here.
And impossible things. Like getting Bunny back even though I know he's gone for good gone. Or having my dad love me. Or at least not hate me.
Or having my mom not die. Having the bad man not come or her escape or me find a way to stop him.
Those are the things I'd like.
But I'll be happy with my wonderful house and having people who care about me. That's more than I've ever had and it would be selfish to want more than that.
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I'm really glad. I always really want you to be proud of me.
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If... if I ever let you down, I swear I'll try to fix things.
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To go back home. Maybe not now, but eventually. I have so much to do there...
Also, maybe a painting. I need some art on my walls.
And a new shirt. Maybe a tshirt with some sort of amusing or witty saying that's appropriate for me.
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Not the going home part, but, you know.
If I could help you go home I would. Even though I'd really miss you.
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