0115: Hiding

[livingmyths]

My father came. I hid.

I'm still hiding.

Comments

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

...your father? Rain, are you okay? Do you need help?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

He didn't touch me. I just ran and ran and ran and hid so far away no one will be able to find me. Not ever. Not unless I tell them.

He can't run like me.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Why- why do you have to run? Did he... does her hurt you?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

He wanted to.

He hates me.

He thinks I'm bad and evil and... and a whore.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Woah, how could he think that? You're... one of the nicest people I've met.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

He thinks I'm bad. Because of what I can do.

And what I've done.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

What have you done that's so bad?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I... I can read people's minds and sometimes I forget it's wrong and I do it anyway. Or sometimes people are so loud I can't help it.

And... And I had sex and did sex things with people to get food and stuff for the little kids when I was living on the street back home.

It's okay, if that means you don't like me anymore. I understand.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

I... I hear things too, sometimes. Back home, I mean, it doesn't happen here.

You... you were trying to survive, Rain, and... you said you were taking care of some kids- that's- that's a good thing, Rain.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I don't mind if you hear things. People here say it's not bad.

That's what people here say, but my dad... he hates me. I think he always has.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

It's not, at least I don't think so. Although it wasn't other people I could hear.

I'm sorry. Fathers... Fathers are tough.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

What did you hear?

Mine... he's scary. He... he wasn't very good to me. And when he started to think about wanting to do not right things to me I ran away.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

...doesn't matter. Just voices.

Mine is gone. I've never met him and people do things, saying they're on his orders... I don't believe that anymore. Haven't for awhile.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh. Okay.

He doesn't sound very nice either.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

That's just it. I don't think He's bad, I just don't think He's there. I don't think He knows what's being done in His name and if he did..?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You think people are saying things that aren't true? Saying he said to say then or do them?

That's not nice at all.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

That would about sum it up, yeah.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Someone should tell him.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

...finding Him would be an issue.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Is he hiding too?

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

If He's even alive? Good a guess as any.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Nothing can be done, 'least not by me, not yet.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Well, if I can help, I will.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

That's sweet, Rain, but there are enough humans innocent people involved.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You think it could be dangerous?

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

I know it is.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You should be careful then.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

I'll be... however I'll be.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Anna? I don't want you to get hurt.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Rain, I already have people back home trying to kill me and I haven't even done anything yet. I imagine once I start it will get worse.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh no! Anna!

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Funny thing is, all I wanted was a human life. And it's gotten so many people...

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, Anna.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

No. I'm sorry. You're upset, I should be helping you. Are you sure I can't bring you something? Or if you wanted to come over...

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

No, that's okay. I'm just hiding.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Well... you know how to reach me, right? If you need anything?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Yes, but I'll be okay. No one can find me unless I want them too.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Neat trick- wish I could have some of that mojo.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You have to be small and flexible and not worry too much about where you end up and what else is there.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Somehow I don't think we had the same things chasing us.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Not unless you lived on the streets.

Or were hiding from my dad.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

No, I have other things chasing me.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Anything I can help with?

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

They're not here, I'm... safe here.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Okay.

[theotokos.livejournal.com]

You're not the only one.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Are you hiding from your father too?