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livingmyths (
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2009
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07:21 pm
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after the curse
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anna milton
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theotokos
0115: Hiding
My father came. I hid.
I'm still hiding.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 12:41 am (UTC)
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...your father? Rain, are you okay? Do you need help?
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 12:44 am (UTC)
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He didn't touch me. I just ran and ran and ran and hid so far away no one will be able to find me. Not ever. Not unless I tell them.
He can't run like me.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 12:50 am (UTC)
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Why- why do you have to run? Did he... does her hurt you?
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 12:55 am (UTC)
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He wanted to.
He hates me.
He thinks I'm bad and evil and... and
a whore
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 12:58 am (UTC)
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Woah, how could he think that? You're... one of the nicest people I've met.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 01:07 am (UTC)
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He thinks I'm bad. Because of what I can do.
And what I've done.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 01:15 am (UTC)
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What have you done that's so bad?
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 01:23 am (UTC)
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I... I can read people's minds and sometimes I forget it's wrong and I do it anyway. Or sometimes people are so loud I can't help it.
And... And I had sex and did sex things with people to get food and stuff for the little kids when I was living on the street back home.
It's okay, if that means you don't like me anymore. I understand.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 01:35 am (UTC)
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I... I hear things too, sometimes. Back home, I mean, it doesn't happen here.
You... you were trying to survive, Rain, and... you said you were taking care of some kids- that's- that's a good thing, Rain.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 01:47 am (UTC)
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I don't mind if you hear things. People here say it's not bad.
That's what people here say, but my dad... he hates me. I think he always has.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 01:50 am (UTC)
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It's not, at least I don't think so. Although it wasn't other people I could hear.
I'm sorry. Fathers... Fathers are tough.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 01:55 am (UTC)
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What did you hear?
Mine... he's scary. He... he wasn't very good to me. And when he started to think about wanting to do not right things to me I ran away.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:00 am (UTC)
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...doesn't matter. Just voices.
Mine is gone. I've never met him and people do things, saying they're on his orders... I don't believe that anymore. Haven't for awhile.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:01 am (UTC)
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Oh. Okay.
He doesn't sound very nice either.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:05 am (UTC)
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That's just it. I don't think He's bad, I just don't think He's there. I don't think He
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what's being done in His name and if he did..?
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:06 am (UTC)
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You think people are saying things that aren't true? Saying he said to say then or do them?
That's not nice at all.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:08 am (UTC)
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That would about sum it up, yeah.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:09 am (UTC)
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Someone should tell him.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:12 am (UTC)
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...finding Him would be an issue.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:14 am (UTC)
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Is he hiding too?
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:15 am (UTC)
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If He's even alive?
Good a guess as any.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:18 am (UTC)
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I'm sorry.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:25 am (UTC)
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Nothing can be done, 'least not by me, not yet.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:26 am (UTC)
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Well, if I can help, I will.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:28 am (UTC)
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That's sweet, Rain, but there are enough
humans
innocent people involved.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:36 am (UTC)
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You think it could be dangerous?
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:43 am (UTC)
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I know it is.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:44 am (UTC)
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You should be careful then.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:48 am (UTC)
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I'll be... however I'll be.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:49 am (UTC)
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Anna? I don't want you to get hurt.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:50 am (UTC)
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Rain, I already have people back home trying to kill me and I haven't even
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anything yet. I imagine once I start it will get worse.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:51 am (UTC)
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Oh no! Anna!
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:53 am (UTC)
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Funny thing is, all I wanted was a human life. And it's gotten so many people...
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:55 am (UTC)
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I'm sorry, Anna.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:57 am (UTC)
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No. I'm sorry. You're upset, I should be helping you. Are you sure I can't bring you something? Or if you wanted to come over...
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 02:59 am (UTC)
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No, that's okay. I'm just hiding.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:01 am (UTC)
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Well... you know how to reach me, right? If you need anything?
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:03 am (UTC)
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Yes, but I'll be okay. No one can find me unless I want them too.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:04 am (UTC)
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Neat trick- wish I could have some of that mojo.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:08 am (UTC)
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You have to be small and flexible and not worry too much about where you end up and what else is there.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:12 am (UTC)
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Somehow I don't think we had the same things chasing us.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:24 am (UTC)
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Not unless you lived on the streets.
Or were hiding from my dad.
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:25 am (UTC)
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No, I have other things chasing me.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:26 am (UTC)
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Anything I can help with?
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backseatangel.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:27 am (UTC)
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They're not here, I'm... safe here.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 03:29 am (UTC)
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Okay.
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theotokos.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 08:52 am (UTC)
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You're not the only one.
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livingmyths.livejournal.com
2009-11-03 04:18 pm (UTC)
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Are you hiding from your father too?
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He can't run like me.
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He hates me.
He thinks I'm bad and evil and... and a whore.
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And what I've done.
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And... And I had sex and did sex things with people to get food and stuff for the little kids when I was living on the street back home.
It's okay, if that means you don't like me anymore. I understand.
no subject
You... you were trying to survive, Rain, and... you said you were taking care of some kids- that's- that's a good thing, Rain.
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That's what people here say, but my dad... he hates me. I think he always has.
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I'm sorry. Fathers... Fathers are tough.
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Mine... he's scary. He... he wasn't very good to me. And when he started to think about wanting to do not right things to me I ran away.
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Mine is gone. I've never met him and people do things, saying they're on his orders... I don't believe that anymore. Haven't for awhile.
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He doesn't sound very nice either.
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That's not nice at all.
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Or were hiding from my dad.
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