livingmyths: (Sad)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2009-11-02 07:21 pm

0115: Hiding

My father came. I hid.

I'm still hiding.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
...your father? Rain, are you okay? Do you need help?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't touch me. I just ran and ran and ran and hid so far away no one will be able to find me. Not ever. Not unless I tell them.

He can't run like me.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Why- why do you have to run? Did he... does her hurt you?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
He wanted to.

He hates me.

He thinks I'm bad and evil and... and a whore.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Woah, how could he think that? You're... one of the nicest people I've met.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
He thinks I'm bad. Because of what I can do.

And what I've done.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
What have you done that's so bad?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
I... I can read people's minds and sometimes I forget it's wrong and I do it anyway. Or sometimes people are so loud I can't help it.

And... And I had sex and did sex things with people to get food and stuff for the little kids when I was living on the street back home.

It's okay, if that means you don't like me anymore. I understand.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
I... I hear things too, sometimes. Back home, I mean, it doesn't happen here.

You... you were trying to survive, Rain, and... you said you were taking care of some kids- that's- that's a good thing, Rain.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mind if you hear things. People here say it's not bad.

That's what people here say, but my dad... he hates me. I think he always has.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
It's not, at least I don't think so. Although it wasn't other people I could hear.

I'm sorry. Fathers... Fathers are tough.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
What did you hear?

Mine... he's scary. He... he wasn't very good to me. And when he started to think about wanting to do not right things to me I ran away.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
...doesn't matter. Just voices.

Mine is gone. I've never met him and people do things, saying they're on his orders... I don't believe that anymore. Haven't for awhile.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Okay.

He doesn't sound very nice either.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
That's just it. I don't think He's bad, I just don't think He's there. I don't think He knows what's being done in His name and if he did..?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
You think people are saying things that aren't true? Saying he said to say then or do them?

That's not nice at all.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
That would about sum it up, yeah.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
...finding Him would be an issue.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
If He's even alive? Good a guess as any.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing can be done, 'least not by me, not yet.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Well, if I can help, I will.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
That's sweet, Rain, but there are enough humans innocent people involved.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
You think it could be dangerous?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
You should be careful then.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
I'll be... however I'll be.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
Anna? I don't want you to get hurt.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Rain, I already have people back home trying to kill me and I haven't even done anything yet. I imagine once I start it will get worse.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
Funny thing is, all I wanted was a human life. And it's gotten so many people...

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
No. I'm sorry. You're upset, I should be helping you. Are you sure I can't bring you something? Or if you wanted to come over...

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
No, that's okay. I'm just hiding.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Well... you know how to reach me, right? If you need anything?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, but I'll be okay. No one can find me unless I want them too.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Neat trick- wish I could have some of that mojo.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
You have to be small and flexible and not worry too much about where you end up and what else is there.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow I don't think we had the same things chasing us.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
Not unless you lived on the streets.

Or were hiding from my dad.

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
No, I have other things chasing me.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
Anything I can help with?

[identity profile] backseatangel.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
They're not here, I'm... safe here.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Okay.

[identity profile] theotokos.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
You're not the only one.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-11-03 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you hiding from your father too?