063: Musings

[livingmyths]

I didn't eat any of those candy hearts yesterday and after seeing what happened on the Network I'm glad. I wouldn't really want to accidentally find out people's secrets. If they want me to know, that's fine, but not that way.

I do wonder now, though, if anyone got a secret about me. I don't think I really have many. There isn't much really only one thing that I wouldn't tell people if they asked me.

Tony? How are you? I've been thinking about you and hoping you're doing all right.

Mat? I have kind of a silly question for you later if you're around.

Oooh! And I'll be 23 soon. Doesn't that sound like a really nice number?

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[windmemory.livejournal.com]

I'm not going to apologize.

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Apologize? For what?

[windmemory.livejournal.com]

For anything.

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Did I ask you to? For anything?

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I'm just letting you know.

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You were the one who didn't want to talk to me anymore.

I liked you.

[windmemory.livejournal.com]

I don't deal well with crazy people.

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And yet, here you are.

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I'm not always logical.

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I guess not.

Does that make you a little crazy too?

[windmemory.livejournal.com]

I'm not crazy.

Just illogical.

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Ah. Well, that's good.

Some people here don't think I'm crazy at all. They say that the things I hear and see are real - just that not everyone can do what I can.

[windmemory.livejournal.com]

Do you hear voices on the wind?

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Sometimes.

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That's not crazy. I hear those.

But that's different, so I don't know for sure.

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I guess no one does.

I still... I worry about things that are - well... silly.

But I'm better here. I feel safer so I don't worry as much.