071: Moondancing

[livingmyths]

It is a beautiful night, clear and lovely and the moon is just huge.

The perfect night in fact for moondancing.

Which I never did until I got here and the first full moon was just so amazing that I couldn't help it.

And after -

Well, it seems a wonderfully warm and cheerful and good thing to do after the past few days.

Anyone who likes me and doesn't think I do wrong things is welcome to join me. We can even have drinks and such to warm us up after. And laughter. Lots of laughter would be nice.

Comments

[caughtthebullet.livejournal.com]

Moondancing?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Yes! It's wonderful! You should come!

It's just dancing out under the moon and watching the stars and listening to the wind and just feeling a part of absolutely everything.

I never feel stupid and broken and bad when I'm moondancing. I always feel like I'm just right.

[caughtthebullet.livejournal.com]

I can't say I'm much of a moondancer but the ritual sounds intriguing.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Then you should come see!

[caughtthebullet.livejournal.com]

I'll entertain the sight.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure what that means, but you would be welcome to come.

[parallel-blond.livejournal.com]

Dancing? That's not my thing...

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Too bad, you'll be missing out!

It's not like fancy dancing. It's just moving however you feel and no one gets to say they don't like how you do it.

[parallel-blond.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but I don't... it's not what...

It is nice out, though.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You could always come and just enjoy the night.

No one will make you dance.

[parallel-blond.livejournal.com]

I... think I will. There's been a lot to think about, these past few days.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Well, I'll be here and you're welcome!

[sings4dragons.livejournal.com]

Why would someone think you do wrong things, Rain?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Tony says it's because everybody comes from different places and thinks different things.

I think it's because I make stupid mistakes and don't understand things.

But if people don't want to be with me because I'm dumb, well... I guess I can't blame them at all.

[sings4dragons.livejournal.com]

No one understands everything.

Well, if they don't want to be with you for such a reason, then... perhaps you're better off not being with them. If they think you're dumb, then they really aren't worth worrying over.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'd be better just being out here in the woods I think. Or in the Library with my books.

[sings4dragons.livejournal.com]

But there's so much to see and learn here. Why limit yourself?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh, I can learn a lot in those two places. Everything is there!

And I won't hurt anyone.

[sings4dragons.livejournal.com]

Not everything.

You might hurt people if you just stay away from everyone.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You think I would?

I don't want to do that either.

[ann-withane.livejournal.com]

What is moondancing? It sounds terribly romantic!

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I suppose you could say that. It's just what it sounds like - dancing under the moon!

[ann-withane.livejournal.com]

Could I join you? I'd love to go and dance with the moonbeams and entertain Mother Moon.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Of course! I'm just out here in the woods. Please do come!

[ann-withane.livejournal.com]

[ooc: And Anne rushes off! Brain is kinda dead right now, so we could either assume or actino spam tomorrow. :3]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

[ooc: Your choice! Off to bed myself!]

[ann-withane.livejournal.com]

[ooc: Sleep well!]

[prodigalvampire]

...I don't think you do wrong things, Rain.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You think I hid things from you on purpose.

That's wrong.

[prodigalvampire]

No, I think you hid them from because you didn't feel them important enough to share. That's not Bad, just Mistaken. ... and it hurt.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I didn't hide them. I don't have anything to hide.

And even if I did I would never hide them.

They're very important to me. Very very important.

But we were talking about each other not other people. I would have told you anything you wanted to know about anything or anyone you asked about. And if we'd ever talked about my home I would have told you how Tony built it and Mat lives there with me and how good they are to me.

But we didn't.

And I still know nothing about you. I don't know where you live or if you have friends or anything. I didn't even know you knew Justine and how important she was to you till she told me.

[prodigalvampire]

Justine's different, but I don't expect you to understand that.

You sleep with Mat. You've slept with Mat. You didn't think that was important?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

It's... important to me. I'd have told you if you asked.

I didn't think it mattered - no, that's not right. I didn't think I mattered. Not then.

I thought I was going to meet you and we would spend time together and talk and then when I got there I couldn't think about anything. All there was was want and I knew you needed - he needed, I guess - to feed and as much as I wanted to matter I didn't really. And right then I didn't care about anything except how you - he - would make me feel.

And I don't think he would have cared much about Mat or Tony.