080: Apologies

[livingmyths]

Tony, I'm so sorry I didn't make it to work today. I meant to be there and then I lost track of time and then it was too late. I promise I'll make it up later.

*sigh* And now Sam has me all worried about apologizing and why I'm really doing it and... and my head hurts again.

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[morethanasuit.livejournal.com]

You're alright though?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh yes! I was taking care of a friend.

[morethanasuit.livejournal.com]

As long as you're okay that's all that matters to me.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I just didn't want you to worry.

My friend... he was cursed for the first time and... he didn't take it well.

[morethanasuit.livejournal.com]

I see. That can be a hard thing, I'm glad he had you to help him.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

He drank an awful lot. I tried to get him to stop, but...

[morethanasuit.livejournal.com]

People have to want to stop before they'll accept the help of someone else.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

At least he asked for me to come help.

I brought him some soup and I think he's feeling a little better now.

[71-chevelle.livejournal.com]

Sam Winchester?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Yes. I talked to him yesterday and he went around and around until I didn't understand anything anymore.

I'm just not smart like that.

[71-chevelle.livejournal.com]

You can't take it too seriously - kid's been talking people in circles since, well, pretty much since he learned how ta talk.

Means well, but can't always seem to tell when ta stop.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

It got so I couldn't figure out what he meant at all. Or what I meant even.

But he has me all nervous about apologizing because he says we only do it to make ourselves feel better and that's not right, I guess, but I don't think that's why I do it. I don't know.

[71-chevelle.livejournal.com]

I know the feelin'.

Some people do apologize to make themselves feel better, but that ain't you, Miss Rain.

Then there's people who say it 'cause they think that's what they should do even though they don't feel anything. An' that ain't you, either.

Most people do it right, when they think they've wronged someone. Yeah, it might make them feel better, but it's for the other person, too.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Well, I know you made me feel better, Bobby. Thank you.


[ooc: And now I flee to bed. SP?]

[71-chevelle.livejournal.com]

Cleanin' up Winchester confusion, my specialty.

Any time, kiddo. Any time.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

How are you doing?

I remember dancing with you when I was cursed. It was very nice.

[i-know-stuff.livejournal.com]

Don't listen to him much, he's confused himself and angry. Apologies are a complicated thing but only if you make them that way.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Okay. Thank you. That makes me feel better.

;private

[basstardchuck.livejournal.com]

You deserve a pedestal. Thank you.

Re: ;private

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

A pedestal? Why would I deserve something like that?

But you're very welcome. That's what friends are for.

;private

[basstardchuck.livejournal.com]

Because sometimes I think you're a goddess. And therefore you deserve a pedestal.

Re: ;private

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

*giggles* Oh, I'm no goddess! Gosh!

;private

[basstardchuck.livejournal.com]

You are to me. So shush.

Re: ;private

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

*more giggling*

Then you are very silly!

Re: ;private

[basstardchuck.livejournal.com]

Never claimed to be anything else... But this I will stand by.