081: Thoughts

[livingmyths]

I'm feeling a little... sad today, I guess and I really don't know why.

It's a nice day and Spring is coming and my friends are here and I should be all happy, but I'm just sort of... not.

I don't even want to go to the Library.

Maybe... maybe I'll just curl up in bed and pull the covers over my head for a while.

Or maybe I'll go out and sit by the river and hope that makes me feel better.

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[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh. I guess maybe.

I have a lot of not very good memories.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Focus on the good memories, or take a break for awhile. I don't want you worrying yourself needlessly.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Everyone's being very nice.

And Thomas says I'll feel better tomorrow.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Thomas sounds like a wise man.

Take it easy, rest, spend time outdoors in the sunlight if you can. Sunlight is good for sad days.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I like him very much.

Sir Reepicheep is going to come with me to the river and then later Chuck Bass is going to bring me ice cream and chocolate and I can sit in the sun with them and be happy.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

That sounds like a wonderful afternoon, I hope you take advantage and enjoy it.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I will.

Are you well today, Romana?

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Very well - I'm keeping myself busy at work this afternoon.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Good. I'm glad.

It's a beautiful day, though. You should go outside. At least for a little while.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I might, I'll probably do something with Tony later on, perhaps we'll go outside for a walk or a picnic.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh. That will be good.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Yes, it will.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I think you make him very happy.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Do you know what? I think he makes me happy, too.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Good. I'm glad.

Even if it hurts.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you'll find someone who makes you happy, Rain. Perhaps when you least expect it.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh, lots of people make me happy.

But I don't think I'll find somebody like you mean. I'm not the kind of person people like like that.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

You really should see yourself from another's point of view sometime, Rain. You have any number of qualities that people find attractive in any number of ways.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Tony says that too.

But... I think I'm too broken.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I don't think you are, but if you do, perhaps that's something we can work on?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You can make me not so broken?

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Only you can fix that, but I can help you learn how - that's part of what controlling your power is - learning how your own mind works, how you think and process information.

Perhaps you can find the parts where you're weak, and we can make them stronger.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Oh.

I think I'd like that.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

All right, we'll try some of that as we go, but we'll have to be careful. I don't to push you too much.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Okay.

That sounds good to me.