0110: Library

[livingmyths]

I'm back at the Library today. Sorry I've been away for so long. I missed it a lot.

I think it's happy to have me back.

Comments

I just tagged now! Was at rehearsal!

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Because I left it for so long.

ahhh, was checking posts and went, no notif - EEP!

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Leaving for awhile is not a reason to stop caring about someone.

Nope. Just Mai being slow. ;)

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I don't forget, but some people do.

Awww.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Not those who truly care about you.

Re: Awww.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I never left here before. And nobody except here ever really cared so how can I be sure?

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I care about you, Rain, I've missed you.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you've missed me.

I couldn't be here.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I understand, I think, but you know nothing has changed with you and I, don't you?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

No. Nothing's changed.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Good. I've missed our picnics and your wonderful stories.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I haven't even gone to the river in a long time.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Shall we do that this week sometime?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I... I don't know.

I don't like leaving my house very much.

I looked at the mountain with the Disreputable Dog and I came here today. Otherwise I haven't left my house.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

You really should start going out a little bit. I bet there's a lot of people who have missed you.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Mostly I only talk to people on the Network.

Or see them at the Library.

Well, and Mat, of course, but he's been with me all this time anyway.

I don't go out to see people usually. Just on my own.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

You come out to see me on occasion, perhaps you could see others?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

If they want me to, maybe.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

If they want me to, maybe.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

You know, you can ask people to spend time with you as well, I'm sure there are plenty of people who would like to have a picnic with you, or even just a cup of tea some afternoon.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Maybe.

Right now... it was hard enough to come here.

And when I'm done I just want to go home.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

There's nothing wrong, you have to move at your own speed, love. I just worry about you sometimes.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm okay, 'Mana.

Just not ready. Maybe never ready.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I understand.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm glad, because it's not anything about you.

It's just about me.