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livingmyths) wrote2008-09-09 09:10 pm
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021: Not Going Home
I was just heading home when I read that there had been an attack in the forest and everyone should be careful, so I thought maybe I better not go home.
Just telling people so no one will be worried. I'll stay in the Library or maybe up on the roof so I'm still with the stars.
I found a dead hummingbird today. It kind of makes me worried because hummingbirds are sort of magical, you know? They bring open hearts and joy and help create families and the death of one - well that kind of suggests sadness and grief and the closing off of hearts and that Bad Things are coming.
I set it out carefully on a bed of leaves and left a red flower by it so it would be comfortable as it moves on and sang to it, but I still feel sad.
Just telling people so no one will be worried. I'll stay in the Library or maybe up on the roof so I'm still with the stars.
I found a dead hummingbird today. It kind of makes me worried because hummingbirds are sort of magical, you know? They bring open hearts and joy and help create families and the death of one - well that kind of suggests sadness and grief and the closing off of hearts and that Bad Things are coming.
I set it out carefully on a bed of leaves and left a red flower by it so it would be comfortable as it moves on and sang to it, but I still feel sad.
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I don't understand that about people.
It makes me so sad.
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What makes you happy?
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It was just there. Dead.
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Still, it is fortunate that you remembered its grave.
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I wanted it to have a nice place rather than just be left on the ground where anyone might stop on it.
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To be remembered at death is an important thing. Can you imagine dying alone? How sad.
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[Voice]
Do you require somewhere to stay? I would be happy to lend you my chamber for the evening. I can't imagine my roommates would object, and I have no objections to spending an evening on the floor.
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No, I'm fine here, but thank you so much. And I wouldn't want to put you out. I always sleep on the floor or on the ground anyway.
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It wouldn't be an inconvenience at all! Though I certainly won't press you if it would make you uncomfortable. Please promise me, though, that you will keep my offer in mind, if you find yourself in need.
Re: [Voice]
Thank you that's very kind. And I will remember your offer!
I... I liked talking with you the other day.
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And I'm sorry about the hummingbird.
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Me too. It was very beautiful. Even in death.
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Did you know they're the only bird that can fly backwards?
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And they hover! I love them. They're so small and fast and delicate.
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And I won't go tonight 'cause I don't want anyone to worry about me.
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