085: Confusion

[livingmyths]

The rain is starting to go away. I kind of feel like I'm going away too. My head at least. Maybe I just need to sleep more. I do feel awfully tired. I think I'm not sleeping too well. Too many things running around loose in my head.


Private to Thomas, but very hackable

Thomas? I need your help maybe. Can you talk to me here?

Comments

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You didn't make them come.

You didn't even know my mommy.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Not the ones from your past, no, but the ones you feel now - I'm afraid that was the result of my arrogance.

No, but I know you loved her very much.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Don't say bad things about yourself. You're my friend and you're helping me.

Yes. And bad bad things happened to her and my daddy said that bad man or ones like him would come do the same thing to me because it should have been me anyway.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I should have thought this through more, I usually think things through more before I start them. If I had I could have realized...this isn't helping you Rain. You're hurting and you deserve so much better.

...what a horrible thing for him to say. No child should hear those things.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

But it is. I felt so much better. I could look at things I never did before.

He... he wasn't a very nice man.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

But dearest, you were talking about...hurting yourself the other day, and that's not good.

He certainly doesn't seem it.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Only if they come to get me. So they can't hurt me the way the Bad Man hurt my mommy.

No. I still kind of love him, but he scares me and I hope I never see him again. I ran away when I was old enough.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I...oh, Rain...

You were on your own then, weren't you?

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I was all alone.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

How awful.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I don't want them to get me, Romana.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

They won't Rain, I swear they won't.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Thomas said he'd help.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Your friend, Thomas? Is he on his way over there - you shouldn't be alone.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Yes.

He shouldn't, but he's coming.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Why...why shouldn't he go over there, Rain?

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Because part of him wants to feed on me, but he's trying not to.

But he won't hurt me. It will just hurt him. But he says if he comes it will help me.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

...wants to feed on you?

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Maybe I shouldn't have said that part.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Why does he want to...Rain, what is he? Are you in danger from him?

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

He wouldn't hurt me. He'd run away first.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

You're...sure?

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Yes.

I wouldn't have asked him to help me if I wasn't.


[ooc: No need to point out that she wouldn't care if he did.]

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Rain, if you need...

I can be there quickly if you need me. I don't know what help I'd be, but I'd come.

Re: [Private to Rain//Unhackable]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

No. I don't want them to get you.