![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
0112: Video Post: Sunset on the Roof
Sep. 22nd, 2009 03:18 pmAnd this would be Rain, dancing on the roof of the Library at sunset, happily singing a Lakota lullaby.
098: Embarrassment and Apologies
Jun. 4th, 2009 08:07 amI am... very embarrassed. I do apologize to anyone I spoke with the other day. I... wasn't myself, even though I couldn't see that at the time.
Scotty... I am so very very sorry. I would never - I... I just hope you can forgive me.
And the two women I spoke to... I'm sorry so much if I disturbed or upset you.
Mr. Kirk... I'm really grateful for your kindness and the you didn't take me up on, well... what I was offering.
[Private to Mat]
Mat, you know how thankful I am that you came for me. It was... you were wonderful and cursed or not I have no regrets about any time I spend with you. You made it not a curse, but a... an amazing gift of a day. Thank you.
[End Private]
[Private to Thomas]
I am so sorry. I... you know I would never try to tempt you like that. I would never want to hurt you or try and make you do something wrong. I... I would understand if you couldn't forgive me, but still, I really hope you can.
I'd like to come see you, but again, I understand if you don't ever want to see me again.
[End Private]
Scotty... I am so very very sorry. I would never - I... I just hope you can forgive me.
And the two women I spoke to... I'm sorry so much if I disturbed or upset you.
Mr. Kirk... I'm really grateful for your kindness and the you didn't take me up on, well... what I was offering.
[Private to Mat]
Mat, you know how thankful I am that you came for me. It was... you were wonderful and cursed or not I have no regrets about any time I spend with you. You made it not a curse, but a... an amazing gift of a day. Thank you.
[End Private]
[Private to Thomas]
I am so sorry. I... you know I would never try to tempt you like that. I would never want to hurt you or try and make you do something wrong. I... I would understand if you couldn't forgive me, but still, I really hope you can.
I'd like to come see you, but again, I understand if you don't ever want to see me again.
[End Private]
095: River not Rain
May. 31st, 2009 06:00 pmI decided I am going to stay out by the river for a while longer, because I'm going to be River for a while instead of Rain, so I should watch myself a little more.
People can still come visit if they want. I'm not so hard to find.
Mat, if you're around I hope your friend is doing better.
Thomas, if you want to come watch the stars one night...
I think... I think being River for a while will be good for me. They're both water, but River sort of stays put even as she moves all over.
Anyway... just didn't want people to worry.
People can still come visit if they want. I'm not so hard to find.
Mat, if you're around I hope your friend is doing better.
Thomas, if you want to come watch the stars one night...
I think... I think being River for a while will be good for me. They're both water, but River sort of stays put even as she moves all over.
Anyway... just didn't want people to worry.
085: Confusion
Apr. 24th, 2009 07:51 pmThe rain is starting to go away. I kind of feel like I'm going away too. My head at least. Maybe I just need to sleep more. I do feel awfully tired. I think I'm not sleeping too well. Too many things running around loose in my head.
Private to Thomas, but very hackable
Thomas? I need your help maybe. Can you talk to me here?
Private to Thomas, but very hackable
Thomas? I need your help maybe. Can you talk to me here?
066: Musings
Feb. 22nd, 2009 10:57 amI'm very glad yesterday is over. Even though I knew it wasn't real, it was very real then. And my body still remembers how much it hurt.
But it's done and today is a new day and sort of a new year.
I'm 23 now.
Jamie, I hope you're better today, too. Thank you very much for your kindness.
But it's done and today is a new day and sort of a new year.
I'm 23 now.
Jamie, I hope you're better today, too. Thank you very much for your kindness.
064: Bemused
Feb. 17th, 2009 06:00 pmWhat is going on today?
This has to be one of the oddest curses ever.
Why are people saying all of these weird things?
This has to be one of the oddest curses ever.
Why are people saying all of these weird things?
062: Not again!
Feb. 8th, 2009 01:26 pmSeems I have lost all of my clothes once more. I'm glad that this time I'm at home and hadn't spent the night in the Library!
Still, it's a bit disconcerting.
Though... I suppose it could be a very good excuse to stretch out in the front of the house in the bright sun and sunbathe in the nude, right?
Or take a long and luxurious bath and then sun myself?
I could be like a cat, just curled up in a warm sunny place all day!
Still, it's a bit disconcerting.
Though... I suppose it could be a very good excuse to stretch out in the front of the house in the bright sun and sunbathe in the nude, right?
Or take a long and luxurious bath and then sun myself?
I could be like a cat, just curled up in a warm sunny place all day!
053: Day after
Jan. 3rd, 2009 06:28 pmI am glad that yesterday is over. I don't like the way it felt to be lost and confused in a strange city.
More than that, I like who I am now better. I'm still broken, but I'm not as lost now as I was then.
At least I don't think I am. Am I?
More than that, I like who I am now better. I'm still broken, but I'm not as lost now as I was then.
At least I don't think I am. Am I?
051: More Happiness
Dec. 28th, 2008 08:47 pmToday is a very happy day for me! It's so happy I don't even know where to start!
The sun is shining and the clouds are beautiful - I could lie on my bed all day and just watch them! - and my friends are back and one friend is coming here and I have a bunny and a deer and oh, just everything!
I wish for everyone to be as happy as I am!
The sun is shining and the clouds are beautiful - I could lie on my bed all day and just watch them! - and my friends are back and one friend is coming here and I have a bunny and a deer and oh, just everything!
I wish for everyone to be as happy as I am!
