094: In the Woods

[livingmyths]

If anyone's looking for me, I'm going to be staying out in the woods for a while.

I've taken some time off from the Library and I just... I'm just going to go out and stay by the river for a bit.

Don't worry, I have my backpack with all my things and I have my Network Device so you can reach me. And if anyone wants to come visit I can tell you where I am.

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Frustrated to tears Rain

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

It's stupid. I know it is. But I want to be normal. I want to be like everyone else.

I want... I want someone to care about just me.

See... and now I'm all selfish! I hate that!

Oh, 'Mana, I just have to be away for now! I have to be Not Me for a while till I can be me again.

1/2

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

*sobs* Romana didn't mean to make her cry.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I... I understand, I think, a little. And there's nothing wrong with any of that.

But take your time, come back when you're ready. We'll be here for you when you need us.

*sniffles*

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Okay, 'Mana. And I'll be right here if anyone needs me. I'm not hiding where no one can find me, promise.

*sniffles moar*

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I'll come out for a picnic some afternoon and you can tell me some more stories. Would you like that?

[ooc: And we can assume that happened, if you like.]

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

If you'd like to, 'Mana. You can always come see me.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I will then, in a few days so you can settle a bit.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'll probably only be here for a few days.

I don't want to stay away from the Library for too long.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

The I'll come out tomorrow, then. Some fresh air would do me good.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Just let me know and I'll tell you where to find me.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

I will - you rest well.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

You too, 'Mana. I'm sorry I'm so mixed up.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Don't be sorry, Rain, it may take time, but everything will sort out.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I hope so, 'Mana. I don't like this.

I don't like feeling like I'm - like because I'm wrong in my head I can never have things I want.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Have faith and get some rest. Look at the sky and let yourself relax some.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm going to splash in the river. Maybe I'll be River for a while and not Rain.

[lady-wandering.livejournal.com]

Sounds like fun.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I want to have fun. And just... just not think about all I'm not.