Living Amid the Myths

I am... very embarrassed. I do apologize to anyone I spoke with the other day. I... wasn't myself, even though I couldn't see that at the time.

Scotty... I am so very very sorry. I would never - I... I just hope you can forgive me.

And the two women I spoke to... I'm sorry so much if I disturbed or upset you.

Mr. Kirk... I'm really grateful for your kindness and the you didn't take me up on, well... what I was offering.



[Private to Mat]

Mat, you know how thankful I am that you came for me. It was... you were wonderful and cursed or not I have no regrets about any time I spend with you. You made it not a curse, but a... an amazing gift of a day. Thank you.

[End Private]



[Private to Thomas]

I am so sorry. I... you know I would never try to tempt you like that. I would never want to hurt you or try and make you do something wrong. I... I would understand if you couldn't forgive me, but still, I really hope you can.

I'd like to come see you, but again, I understand if you don't ever want to see me again.

[End Private]

I decided I am going to stay out by the river for a while longer, because I'm going to be River for a while instead of Rain, so I should watch myself a little more.

People can still come visit if they want. I'm not so hard to find.

Mat, if you're around I hope your friend is doing better.

Thomas, if you want to come watch the stars one night...

I think... I think being River for a while will be good for me. They're both water, but River sort of stays put even as she moves all over.

Anyway... just didn't want people to worry.