livingmyths: (Beautiful pensive side)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2009-06-01 07:32 am

096: Just Rain?

I guess I have to think about things some more. Some people who are really important to me don't want to call me River because Rain is really important to them.

So maybe... maybe Rain is good enough. I have to think about it for a while.


[Private to Harry]

Harry? Is he all right? Can I see him?


[Private to Thomas[

Thomas... This doesn't change the way I feel about you.

I just want to help. Please let me? At least keep talking to me.

I'll be watching Orion and pretending I'm with you.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Rain, I'm sure his brother's thought of that, and the Warden doesn't seem so cruel as to starve him. They will make arrangements, I'm certain.

Be careful when you're there. I know he'd never intentionally hurt you, but if he's not himself...

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
He wouldn't, 'Mana.

I was thinking about things he said, about food? And I should have known that's what he was doing. He all but told me.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Rain, no one will fault you. You've had... problems of your own that occupied your mind and there was no way of knowing, not really, what was happening. In hindsight I imagine many of his friends feel the same way.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm going to do whatever I can to help.

I want him to know I still care - no matter.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course you will, you're his friend. And I'm sure he knows you still care about him, Rain.

Just... be careful, at least until he's feeling better.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope so. But he's convinced he's bad and a monster. He doesn't think people should care about him anymore.

I will be, I promise. But I don't think I'll have to be.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
He feels guilty, hopefully it will pass or he will learn to live with it.

I hope you won't have to be either.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-01 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope so. He's a good man, 'Mana.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure he is, he's seemed it from the few times we've talked.

I hope, for your sake, he's well soon.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Oh me too.

I hate to see him hurting so much.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Rain, you really shouldn't be alone right now, has Mat returned home yet?

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
He'll be back at the house tonight.

I've missed him so much.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Then it's best he's there for you now.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
Well, but I'm... I'm still staying at the river, I think. After I see Thomas.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Love, don't stay out there too long. Just as River can see Rain a bit better so can her friends. Mat seems to be one upon whom you can trust.

I do worry about you, even though I know you're more than capable of taking care of yourself.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
I won't And I totally trust Mat.

I'll be careful, 'Mana.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
I know, doesn't mean I don't worry. That's what friends do.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
I guess. I have lots of people I worry about now.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
It's the nature of friendship - you worry about those you care for, and yet they are always the ones who bring you joy.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
That's very true.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
It is, isn't it?

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Life is very funny sometimes.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
The Doctor would no doubt say, that's what makes it worth living.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
I was never quite sure it was till I got here.

Re: [private; unhackable]

[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-06-02 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
In some ways I was very the same. Odd how that's worked out for us.