026: Gone

[livingmyths]

Tony's gone and Luke is gone and Leia and Mr. Winchester and... It's just...

It's not fair. Finally the ancestors let me have friends and then they take them away?

I know life isn't fair and I know things happen and there's nothing you can do and you need to just stop whining and get over them, but...

This hurts.

I never had friends before and maybe now I don't want any anymore if this is what is going to happen.

I can't go back to the beautiful house Tony and my other friends made for me. Not now.

Maybe later I'll be able to look at it and remember good things, but right now it would just be too painful.

Are any of my friends still here?

Comments

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

Hey, if you need a friend, I'm here. I'm not as big of a jerk as charismatic as Tony, but I like to think I make a decent friend.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I can always use another friend. And I'm sure you're good at being a friend.

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

Well, first things first. As friends, we need to exchange names!

I'm Karolina and I'm from California!

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm Rain and I'm from... everywhere really. Never spent much time in any one place.

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

Well, where were you born? Or the last place you lived?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I don't remember where I was born. I can see the house and the woods in my mind, but I don't know where it was.

Before I came here I'd been in Canyon City, Oregon for a while.

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

Hmm... well, let's just say you're from Oregon and roll with that. Not important anyway.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Okay. For you I'll be from Oregon.

Do you like California?

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I do. I miss it. Los Angeles, most of all, smog and all. That's where I was born.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're stuck here then. But maybe you'll get to go home soon.

I mean, I want to stay here, but I know most people want to leave.

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

Only if I'm lucky. I left my friends behind.

There's nothing you want to go back home to? No friends or family?

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Then I hope you get to see your friends again soon.

No. I don't really have anyone. It was just me.

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

I don't have parents either. All I had back home were my friends and they didn't have any parents either and...

Wow. It just hit me that I'm an actual orphan. I only really saw those on TV.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

I don't know if my dad's dead or not. I kind of ran away from him a while back. My mom is, though. And her mom.

I'm sorry your parents are dead. That's hard, I know.

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

I ran away from home too. Before they died. They died after I left.

It's not really, to be honest. I kind of miss them, but... they did some stuff I couldn't agree with. That makes me not miss them sometimes.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I don't miss my dad at all. I feel like I should feel bad about that, but I really don't.

[tofuinthesky.livejournal.com]

Let's both not feel bad together, okay? Might as well go down together.

[livingmyths.livejournal.com]

Sounds like a good plan. We will be unrepentant!