I've decided that I'm going to change my name for a while. I'm going to be Wind.

It seems fitting for the month and I think... I think I'd rather be Wind than Rain right now. Wind seems stronger, more carefree, and I love the way it sounds in the trees.

And I'm tired of raining tears all the time, so maybe a new name will change that too and make me stronger.

So, for now, please call me Wind.

Thank you!


[Please feel free to help Rain's horoscope come true!

The support of a friend with common sense can be extremely useful today. She or he will offer reliable feedback about a relationship, so listen carefully to what's being said. If you're uncertain about what to do or need some help finding some fun in your life, seek out a reliable pal who can help you get on track. You need some cheering up right now and that will really put the spring back in your step. You aren't one to take risks on the spur of the moment, so you might want to take all the information under consideration before committing to anything. Nonetheless, it's not a good idea to wait too long. The winds could change! If what you hear appeals to you, look into it. You won't want to miss the boat. ]

There are so many things I am thankful for.

First and foremost, that I'm here in the City and not back home. May whatever deities are listening know I am grateful to them as well for keeping me here.

Next for all the wonderful people and friends I have met and made here. It's hard for me to believe you all care so much for me. Very hard. But I appreciate it so very, very much.

Iron Man, you are the best friend I've ever had. You make me so very happy and I always feel special when I'm with you. Thank you for the hugs and the flying and the safety I feel when I'm with you. I'd do anything for you.

Tony, thank you for everything you've done for me. My house is so amazing. I'm safe there and I'm not scared and I even have my own bed! I love working with you and going for coffee or a picnic. You make me feel special too and pretty. I always know I can count on you and Iron Man if anything happens. You know I'd do anything - more than anything - for you.

Mat... I don't even know where to start. You make me feel like I matter and you always seem to understand what I mean. You gave me my first kiss and first date and first dance and you showed me how something I always thought was ugly could actually be really beautiful. And very pleasurable. I always end up wanting to spend more and more time with you.

Abby, you're the only person I ever remember saying that they love me, except my mother when I was really really little. And you hug me and make me do good things for myself and laugh and hug me and you're just wonderful. I hope you never leave.

Logan, the furniture you made for me was beautiful and you have been so kind to me.

Silk, I love hearing your stories about the Gods and spending time with you.

Jack, thank you for the food for my dinner today and your kindness and the money you gave me. You're wonderful!

Cat, I know you don't like me, but thank you for letting me borrow your dress for the ball. I felt all pretty in it and it was very nice of you.

Ianto, thank you for letting me work with you and saying I can stay at the Library to be safe and worrying about me. I do so appreciate it.

And everyone else, there are so many I can't even say them all. You're all special and so good to me and I am thankful for every one of you.

All right, since I can't seem to resist...

Truth or Dare?

Tony's gone and Luke is gone and Leia and Mr. Winchester and... It's just...

It's not fair. Finally the ancestors let me have friends and then they take them away?

I know life isn't fair and I know things happen and there's nothing you can do and you need to just stop whining and get over them, but...

This hurts.

I never had friends before and maybe now I don't want any anymore if this is what is going to happen.

I can't go back to the beautiful house Tony and my other friends made for me. Not now.

Maybe later I'll be able to look at it and remember good things, but right now it would just be too painful.

Are any of my friends still here?

I'm sparkling like starlight and moonlight combined! I probably shouldn't admit just how much time I spent dancing around in one of the underground rooms in the Library with all the lights off, just so I can see how it looked!


Tony? Today, yes, I am beautiful and special!


I wish Iron man could see me!