livingmyths | 095: River not Rain

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095: River not Rain

I decided I am going to stay out by the river for a while longer, because I'm going to be River for a while instead of Rain, so I should watch myself a little more.

People can still come visit if they want. I'm not so hard to find.

Mat, if you're around I hope your friend is doing better.

Thomas, if you want to come watch the stars one night...

I think... I think being River for a while will be good for me. They're both water, but River sort of stays put even as she moves all over.

Anyway... just didn't want people to worry.

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It's his fault.

What's his fault?

All of it. Andy, the Skinwalker....everything. He knew. He knew about the damned thing, Rain, and he didn't...he didn't even think telling me the thing was stalking the guy I was guarding was important.

He just...thought he was protecting me and...and...

And you were tortured and terribly terribly hurt and it made you question everything you are and do.

I'm so sorry, Thomas.

I need to go...somewhere.

Come be with me.

Or stay at my house while Mat is gone.

Can't.

Why not? Harry wouldn't find you there. And I could stay at the river if you wanted to be at the house alone.

No food there.

I'd come visit.

No, Rain, not you.

[ooc; mistake on name, completely IC]

You said you were going to stop fighting what you are.

And you said I taste delicious.

And I'm willing.

And I still haven't slept with anyone else. Not since...

Besides, I'm not even Rain anymore.

As much as you want to change it, you are what Rain means to me. And she's more than food.

I think... I think the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me.

And I know I'm more than that. But I can also help with it.

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