011: Embarrassed
Aug. 5th, 2008 10:39 amI'm feeling really pretty foolish today, but, judging from the other things I saw, at least I wasn't the only one and I was luckier than some people.
Abby, thank you for taking such good care of me. And please forget everything I said about - well, about practically everything.
Mr. Stark, I'm really sorry I didn't show up to work yesterday. I know it was supposed to be my first day and all, but I... really wasn't myself. I'm at the library right now, but if you still want me I can come today.
Anybody else, well, I'm kind of gonna be working in the most out-of-the-way places I can in the library.
And is it really true that Ianto's gone? He was so nice to me. I'm gonna really, really miss him, if it's true.
Abby, thank you for taking such good care of me. And please forget everything I said about - well, about practically everything.
Mr. Stark, I'm really sorry I didn't show up to work yesterday. I know it was supposed to be my first day and all, but I... really wasn't myself. I'm at the library right now, but if you still want me I can come today.
Anybody else, well, I'm kind of gonna be working in the most out-of-the-way places I can in the library.
And is it really true that Ianto's gone? He was so nice to me. I'm gonna really, really miss him, if it's true.
09: Letters
Aug. 2nd, 2008 10:43 amDear Library,
I do adore you! And I think you like me, too. I haven't felt so welcome or safe anywhere in a really really long time!
Ocean Rain
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Dear Iron Man,
Thank you again so much for taking me flying. I dreamed about it last night, dancing over the water, low enough to feel the spray, and I woke up ever so happy. I found a helmet and better clothes so I will be all set for another flight sometime.
I wish I could do something for you in exchange. I'd offer to cook a meal for you, but, well, that would require a place to cook and a make-shift lean-to in the woods wouldn't exactly work so well. I'll think of something, though!
Love,
Ocean Rain
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Dear Luke,
I think you are the kindest person I know!
Love,
Rain - actually, it's Ocean or Ocean Rain, right now, but I didn't know if you'd recognize my new name.
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Dear City,
If I get quiet enough and maybe high up enough at night sometime, will you whisper me your stories? I would like to know more about you!
Love,
Ocean Rain
I do adore you! And I think you like me, too. I haven't felt so welcome or safe anywhere in a really really long time!
Ocean Rain
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Dear Iron Man,
Thank you again so much for taking me flying. I dreamed about it last night, dancing over the water, low enough to feel the spray, and I woke up ever so happy. I found a helmet and better clothes so I will be all set for another flight sometime.
I wish I could do something for you in exchange. I'd offer to cook a meal for you, but, well, that would require a place to cook and a make-shift lean-to in the woods wouldn't exactly work so well. I'll think of something, though!
Love,
Ocean Rain
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Dear Luke,
I think you are the kindest person I know!
Love,
Rain - actually, it's Ocean or Ocean Rain, right now, but I didn't know if you'd recognize my new name.
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Dear City,
If I get quiet enough and maybe high up enough at night sometime, will you whisper me your stories? I would like to know more about you!
Love,
Ocean Rain
Things I Love:
Books
Being outside, especially at night
Old people who'll tell me their stories
Laughing
People who don't look at me like I'm crazy, even if I am
Times when my head works right
Memories of my mom and grandma
The Blue lady
Things that Scare Me
My father
Never knowing when I'm going to have to move
Being locked up somewhere
Angels and demons fighting in the streets
Bloody Mary
Losing maybe what's left of my mind
Maybe never having anybody who really cares about me ever
Not having something on me to keep me safe - like a battery
Losing my notebooks
Things I need to do
See about getting that job at the library
Find somewhere to live where I can still be outside at night
Talk more to people so the noise in my head stops
Learn more stories - lots and lots more stories
Not be so scared all the time
Books
Being outside, especially at night
Old people who'll tell me their stories
Laughing
People who don't look at me like I'm crazy, even if I am
Times when my head works right
Memories of my mom and grandma
The Blue lady
Things that Scare Me
My father
Never knowing when I'm going to have to move
Being locked up somewhere
Angels and demons fighting in the streets
Bloody Mary
Losing maybe what's left of my mind
Maybe never having anybody who really cares about me ever
Not having something on me to keep me safe - like a battery
Losing my notebooks
Things I need to do
See about getting that job at the library
Find somewhere to live where I can still be outside at night
Talk more to people so the noise in my head stops
Learn more stories - lots and lots more stories
Not be so scared all the time
[03 - Hat]
Jun. 14th, 2008 03:17 pmI was wandering around outside today near the barn and there in front of me was a hat. And I just knew I had to put it on.
It sang a funny song and then yelled out Gryffindor and a sort of patch with a lion in red and gold was there and I knew it was mine.
And then the hat was gone
Maybe this is a place where the Gods and the ancestors and all the archetypes are actually real and walk with us the way Laughing Bear said they used to in the back and back and back.

I'm
a Gryffindor!

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It sang a funny song and then yelled out Gryffindor and a sort of patch with a lion in red and gold was there and I knew it was mine.
And then the hat was gone
Maybe this is a place where the Gods and the ancestors and all the archetypes are actually real and walk with us the way Laughing Bear said they used to in the back and back and back.

I'm
a Gryffindor!

be sorted @ nimbo.net