Living Amid the Myths

Things I Love:
Books
Being outside, especially at night
Old people who'll tell me their stories
Laughing
People who don't look at me like I'm crazy, even if I am
Times when my head works right
Memories of my mom and grandma
The Blue lady


Things that Scare Me
My father
Never knowing when I'm going to have to move
Being locked up somewhere
Angels and demons fighting in the streets
Bloody Mary
Losing maybe what's left of my mind
Maybe never having anybody who really cares about me ever
Not having something on me to keep me safe - like a battery
Losing my notebooks


Things I need to do
See about getting that job at the library
Find somewhere to live where I can still be outside at night
Talk more to people so the noise in my head stops
Learn more stories - lots and lots more stories
Not be so scared all the time